I started out with 300 calories with a croissant samwhich. I had to eat the whole thing to make my little girl (the girl I babysit, we go way back) eat her food.
Then I didn't eat until after my counseling appointment and I went and spent a few hours at my friend's house. Before I left I had eaten ice cream and tater tots. I try to appear normal so I have to eat what he does.
It's so hard hiding an Ed and having somewhat of a life. I want to withdraw and just stay home and work out. But I know that's not good for me at all on top of what I'm already doing to myself.
Stay safe beautiful
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